The big issue was that this was all in my head. I was literally all in my own head. The devil was all in my head. The bottom line was that I didn't feel like shooting. I hadn't put enough effort into my looks. They were very basic and uninspiring and it was freezing cold outside.
Bloggers have days like this. It's the nature of the job. The greatest thing to remember in your lifestyle approaches is that you can always alter and redo most of it.
That is exactly what I plan to do!!